I take it my hand's the yellow one with the varicose veins. Thank you, it does look very much like our hands. Pretty realistic. The sand is really nicely done. I'll find it hard not to think about this picture when they put me under. I promise to think of you. Hey, don't feel bad, the rest of you guys won't really be there either.. But, c'mon. You guys get to talk to me right before I go in, even if only on the computer. .. Or through a wonderful piece of art like this one. S'all I ever asked was to know you guys were there for me. .. Not physically. And.. I know you guys are.

I love ya' Shish. .. Shishi.

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. I . a m . a . c o n c e p t u a l . a r t i s t .

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Of course the yellow one's your's~ <3

I tried. The sand was hella layers. And, I made it sand.. 'Cause, well.. Of course you know.

I've never been there physically, and.. I've always been kinda .. Well, .. Elusive? Fickle? Something I dunno the word to use to describe. There so much it was crazily overwhelming.. And not there to the point it was simply maddening.. And, sometimes there but not really there.. But, I like to believe that I was there for you always, even when I wasn't; in spirit I was, but never physically and only sometimes verbally or visually or as I am now, through writing. How long has it been, now? Six years? Seven?..


-Selfishly and shamelessly glad you'll find it hard not to think about her picture and thus her, too, by the way.-

I love you too, Zachary. I really do.

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.. Men will destroy the world. Women will destroy themselves.
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Me: ".. In my eyes.. It is only proper, for a lover to control the other.."
Him: "You're just what I fucking want."
Him: "God Damnit"

We met when you were eight. Yes, of course I know. You've never really been there. But I know you're there. .. As I told Temi, the channel of Shishi we watch is always on; always there. She just needs to quit changing the channel. She'll come back around channel surfing, she always does. And stuff's always happening on that channel we don't know about. Maybe one day we'll fix your clicker and we can finally watch our Shishkabob channel for at least another show.


Always curious how it is on your side. Can't wait to really find out.

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. I . a m . a . c o n c e p t u a l . a r t i s t .

_{. G o d . h a s n ' t . q u i t e . w o r k e d . o u t . t h e . k i n k s . y e t .}

It's pretty crazy, trust me. I'ma try not to go too crazy, myself.

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.. Men will destroy the world. Women will destroy themselves.
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Me: ".. In my eyes.. It is only proper, for a lover to control the other.."
Him: "You're just what I fucking want."
Him: "God Damnit"